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This song is off there MySpace page and was put up free to download by the Artists. Visit there MySpace page to download more tracks from there "Way To Ruin The Holidays" Demo.

Giving Up on Thinking Clearly
(2006) Select Start
She's Not Hottie Hotty

http://www.myspace.com/selectstart/
http://www.selectstartrock.com

Please Support The Band! Buy there newest CD. There local guys and they need your support. Thanks!

 Next Monday I start my new second job at the Discovery Channel Store.

Fun... not really. I've known for quite sometime now that I needed to get a second job to help pay some of my bills but I have been avoiding it like the plague.

But now its done come next week you can find me at the International Mall saying "Welcome to the Discovery Channel Store! Can I help you find something?"

Not the most attractive job in the world and neither is the pay but its better then working at the Gap and having to buy there cloths just work there.

I think it could be fun some of my friends work there so I know I won't be bored bit again I bet I will be tired as hell because of having have two jobs.

Anyway's wish me luck!

I swear every f*#%ing time I want to use the restroom at my work the cleaning lady is in there cleaning.

Now I can appreciate the fact that the building cleans the restrooms a couple of time a day but come on. How much f&#(ing sense does it make to clean the restroom during the lunch hour?

You know everyone is going to have to pee. You know people are going to be racing the the restroom with there legs crossed.

I believe they do it to get back at us. Ya they know they have a shifty job so to stick it to the man they decide to clean the restroom when you need it most.

Man... I REALLY have to pee...

Christmas is just around the corner and I think this is the prefect time to breakout my 2006 Christmas Wish List.

Since I will most likely not be getting any presents from anyone except for the ones I buy for myself I think it is fun to come up with a Christmas Wish List.

Most of these "presents" are way out of the range of normal hard working people like myself but what the hell. I have the same if not better chances of winning the lotto then I do getting any of these presents on my list.

So what I'm going to do is post my list as the days of Christmas near. I will also make a List over on the right of everything I have mentioned. And Just because I'm a great guy I'm going to also have links to where you can buy the stuff.

So your feel like giving to others? Got some extra cash burning in your wallet?

Well find something you would like to give me for Christmas on my list and send it to me. Make me a gay boy this year with your gift to me (gay as in happy, I'm already the other kind of gay).

Want to mail it to me?

Email me at zlinko@hotmail.com and I'll be sure to get back at you with where you can send it.

Marry Christmas to all of you. Oh and let me know what you guys are hoping to get under the tree on Christmas by leaving me a comment.

See that picture above? That is the tattoo I want to get on my upper back this Christmas. Why? Why not... I've always wanted one and I think now is the perfect time to get one.

I think I will give it to myself as a Christmas present. I've never had a tattoo so it should be an eye opening experence.

The picture above is not the final design of the tattoo but that is somewhat close. I'm having a couple of friends look at it and give me there opinions before I do anything.

I also have to get the cash to do it. From what I've been told I think this tattoo will cost around $200 buck. So if you feel like donating some money for my tattoo feel free to drop me a line.

  
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The Way It Is
(2005) Keyshia Cole
Love

http://www.keyshiacole.com

I used think that I wasn't fine enough and I used to think I wasn't wild enough
but I won't waste my time tryin to figure out why you are playin games
what's this all about and I can't believe your hurting me
I met your girl what a difference what you seen in her you ain't seen in me
but I guess it was all just make believe.

Chorus
Oh love never new what I was missin but I new once we start kissin I found
Love never new what I was missin but I new once we start kissin I found you.

Now you goin what am I gonna do so empty my heart my soul can't go onÖ.go on without you
My rainy days fade away when you come around please tell me baby why you go so far away.
Why you go.

Chorus
Love never new what I was missin but I new once we start kissin I found love.
Love never new what I was missin but I new once we start kissin I found you.
Who would've known I find you.

Now you go what am I gonna do so empty my heart my soul can't goÖ.go on baby without you
Rainy days fade away when you come around please say you're here to stay with me boy.
I don't want you to leave me I need you.

Chorus
Oh love never new what I was missin but I new once we start kissin I found love.
Love never new what I was missin but I new once we start kissin I found you.

So it seems so far that January 1st I could be moving. It's not really going to be a move more like a hop and a skip.

Where is it?

About 20 feet away from my current place.

Why am I going to move?

 There are a couple of reasons.

1. It will be a tad bit cheaper
2. All utilities are included (water, electric, and trash)
3. I get free... yes FREE wireless internet
4. New Stainless Steal appliences.. yummy!
5. Its and open floor plan loft. I love lofts
6. Oh and it has exposed bricks.. so cool.

The most important one is that my cost of living will go down slightly which is always a good thing. And why not move, its exciting, and new!

So here is a picture of the place I "may" be moving into.

So what do you think?
Leave a comment and let me know.

Besides some obvious things like I haven't spoke to my mother in almost a week, and only having $8 to my name until the end of the week, I think things might have started to go my way.

I don't want to jinx anything but so far this week has been for the most part been going well.

Monday I got a weekend job at the mall so I can try to catch up on some of my bills. I start this coming Monday and will only be working Friday evenings and the weekend. It's only minimum wage but whatever helps to get me ahead.

Also I got my computer back up and running after a struggle with Windows XP over a stupid CD Key. Which I finally found and did the 5-6 hour long wait of updating my PC with all the latest security patches and so on.

Today... I mean yesterday (Tuesday) I finally got a new computer at work too. Now I'm living the somewhat good life with Windows XP and a AMD 64 bit processor. Its kind of funny that the 64 bit processor goes to waste though because I'm only running a 32 bit OS. But it works great and its nice to be out of the '90 with Windows 2000 (which I hate and am discussed by).

Also my friend Jennie, love you Jennie congraz on up coming wedding, finished tracing the tattoo that I think I will be getting this Christmas. I will post more about it later.

And I think if all goes well, January 1st of 2007 I will be moving. Not very far only like 20 feet to another apartment. The cool part is it a better place and it will save me money.  I'll also post more about this later.

So it seems that my luck might be changing for the better but I don't want to get my hope up too much so we'll just have to ride it out and see.