I figured out how to post to my blog from my phone. Its pretty bad ass. So you can expect to see more mobile post soon. Maybe even tonight when i go out. I'm so excited! Enjoy the picture i took of myself while driving.

Here is a new flyer I made for and event I'm planning. Tell me what you think.

Sony is working on a new game for the PS3 Called FlOw. I have seen this game before online at http://intihuatani.usc.edu/cloud/flowing/. Its a pretty simple game you your an ocean creature that grows and evolves by eating other creatures. The cool thing about this game is that every creature and battle you encounter will effect how you evolve and what you look like. You will never look the same twice. Its also very cool that the difficulty is dynamic and changes according to how skillful you are. Its a simple but very entertaining game and I look forward to being able to play it on the PS3.

Try it out at:
http://intihuatani.usc.edu/cloud/flowing/

You can even download and play it offline if you like.

  
Click to listen to a sample of the song

Sweet Kisses
(1999) Jessica Simpson
I've Got My Eyes On You

http://www.jessicasimpson.com/

Oh yeah c'mon now Oh yeah [x4]
Boy I've been watchin you
And you've been watchin me
I know you want me baby
I'm gonna make you see
I'll give you what you need
I know the way ya feel
I'll take ya higher baby
I want you here with me
Everything ya say, everything ya do
Makes me go crazy baby I want you
You have turned me on and that's the way it is
Nothing could be better than this

Chorus
I've got my eyes on you
I'm gonna move ya
I'm gonna groove ya
Tonight is the night
I've got my eyes on you
I know you want me
Nothing can stop me
The feeling is right

So now I'm here for you
And you are here for me
I'm gonna show you boy
That we were meant to be
I've never been so sure
And now I want you more
Why don't you give it up I'm gonna set you free now
Everything ya say, everything ya do
Makes me go crazy baby I want you
You have turned me on and that's the way it is
Nothing could be better than this

Chorus [x2]
I've got my eyes on you
I'm gonna move ya
I'm gonna groove ya
Tonight is the night
I've got my eyes on you
I know you want me
Nothing can stop me
The feeling is right

You've got the lovin I want
I've got the lovin you need
We've got the feeling tonight
You know the feeling is right
Don't you know I go crazy for you baby
I go crazy baby
Can't you see we were meant to be
Everything ya say, everything ya do
Makes me go crazy baby I want you

Chorus
I've got my eyes on you
I'm gonna move ya
I'm gonna groove ya
Tonight is the night
I've got my eyes on you
I know you want me
Nothing can stop me
The feeling is right

  
Click to listen to a sample of the song

Gratitude
(2005) Gratitude
Someone To Love

http://www.gratitudemusic.com/

Lately I'm ashamed to say I'm starving for it
But I want someone to love
And you may think you're to blame
But oh I'm so proud of you
And I want someone to love
Yeah I want somebody to love

Take it easy on yourself
Just know that you're enough
I just need to know that,
I want somebody to love
Yeah I want somebody to love

The thought of it
Just all of it
We wanted it maybe too much
But better than 
To never have tried and failed again
Oh I want somebody to love
Yeah I want somebody to love
Want somebody

Take it easy on yourself
Just know that you're enough
You'll find it
I want somebody to love
I want somebody
I want somebody to love
Yeah I want somebody to love
Want somebody to love

Lately I'm amazed 
That I found someone to love
That I found someone too
Take it easy on yourself
Take it easy on yourself
Take it easy on yourself
Take it easy on yourself
Take it easy on yourself

Being a male I've have noticed that one of the main driving forces of males in general has been sex. Sex seems to motivate men to do things they would normally not do.

But why is this?

Of course part is biological but there must be something else. What I have come to believe is that men, especially gay men, have this notion that "Sex = Love". While for women its a bit more complicated, if I had to guess it would be like "Caring + Respect x Communication = Love". Now I bet its quite a bit more complicated then that but since I'm not all that great with math and not a woman that would be my guess.

So if we where to believe that for men (I'm referring to gay men) "Sex = Love" that would explain a lot. For this reason I believe is so many men rush into relationships or sex seems to be part of the initial "Hello! My name is Joe". If you want proof just sign onto a gay dating website, hell go onto any gay site and start chatting. I bet you that not even 10 minutes into talking to someone sex will come up in some which way or form. The gay population in general is obsessed with sex, and yes I am also guilty of this.

But why?

Is it maybe because we are genetically made to think first with our manhood, plus the fact that most of us are desperately looking for love and attention that we feel that we have to act, look, and live by some superficial standards that only seemed to be achieved by supermodels in magazines which in reality aren’t even realistic because they too themselves have been molded from head to toe with plastic surgery, makeup and the all might Photoshop?

Most gay men spend a good portion of there income on superficial things. All in the belief that materialist things and sex will get them love. We go and get our hair colored, highlighted, cut by a designer, buy tending over priced cloths, spend countless hours in the gym with a personal trainer, go tanning, get our legs, arms, chest back, and butt shaved or waxed and all for what? If you think its for personal health or ourselves your wrong. It's for love, and what do we give to get love? Sex! But if you’re not "hot" enough you won't get the chances to give you "sex" to anyone or at least not the sexy hottie in the corner you have been eyeing from the bar for the last 15 minutes, which you want him to fall in love with you.

In a way its funny because if you look at the animal kingdom there a lot of examples of male animals and what thy do to attract females. They have nice pretty feathers; they lick themselves clean, they cluck, stomp, and shake to just to get noticed. But in the end it’s all superficial. You know that when you finally get a crack at that guy you have been slobbering all over the place for and you give him your present of "sex", which you wrapped up in nice expensive shoes, shirt and pants,  80% of the time it wont work out.

There are plenty of times where I've done this and only to have thought to myself "What the hell was I thinking?". I wasn't my dick was.

See when you let your dick think for you all it knows is sex and that is the answer to everything. But that is only the answer to something’s. So Sex doesn’t equal Love.

More to come soon..

So the last couple of weeks I have been going to a club here in town called Chambers. It's not usual for me to go to clubs every week but I have been going to hang out with some friends of mine. Every Friday they have two drag shows and I have come to now appreciate the performers more now then I ever have.

Yes some of the shows are really gay but I have a lot of respect for these women. They go on stage and expose everything about themselves to us and on top of that they seem to be having fun. There are performing for us and our enjoyment and everyone should see that and give them the respect they deserve.

 There are tow of the performers which are my favorites. The first is Esmay (which you can see the the right). She is a hot Latina from Cuba that has had quite a bit work done. In her own words "Honey, I have more plastic on me then Barbie". But she looks great. She has the body and on top of that she has the style. You will never see this girl come on stage with any less elegant then if you where going to some luxurious party. I have seen girls yell out how they love her and how great she looks. No tacky cloths here. But when see talks she is all Latin, the foul mouth says it all. She doesn't play with her worlds she'll tell you just how it is. But that is what makes her so great.

The second is Robin (seen here to the left). This girl is amazing! She is incredible at dancing and all of the choreograph performances are done by her. She also has a great family. I've have seen her mom come to the club and watch her from time to time to support her. To show how great they are I remember that her mom went into the hospital and they dedicated a day where most of the money they collected from the club would be donated to her mother. I know a lot of people came out to support her family. On top of all that, when she takes off the dress, makeup, fake hair and boobs she is super hot guy. It's amazing how good looking of a guy she is and I'm really glad they he has not done the whole gender reassignment.

So I really do like the show. I suggest if your in the area you should try to check it out. You can always check out the web site at http://www.clubchambers.com.